**ATTENTION ALL DIRECTIONERS**
I guess it's really official, Zayn Malik cut himself off from us. This is my letter to Zayn, maybe now he will understand how hurt we are by what he has done.Dear Zayn,
You have left us. You have left us with all of the tears we cried for our fallen Directioners, you left us with all of the tears we cried when you quit, you left us with all of the things we said to protect you from harsh words and rumors, you left us with broken and shattered hearts, you left us with a lie that you told over and over and over again; "I love you guys so much," but I think the one that hurts the most is the one you told the boys, "They are my brothers." You will never know how much this has not only hurt the four people you once called brothers. But the millions of fans that did so much for you, loved you, supported you, even killed themselves when you left; doesn't that mean something? When you first left the band I was suprised but I still supported you, I still defended you against people trying to hate on you.
It was only today that my friend sent me a picture of the dispute between Naughty Boy, Louis Tomlinson, and yourself. You have no idea how disappointed in you I am.
How could turn on us(the fans and the boys) after four years of nothing but love and support. How could you trade us in for someone you are just now starting to hang out with. I gave you four years of my life that I can never get back and you have shown me that those four years I gave to you don't matter to you as much as I thought they did. But hey it's not you're fault right, I mean it's my fault for being stupid enough to think we ment something to you and for loving you more than I love myself. I'm sorry, sorry for everything, I'm sorry for caring about you, I'm sorry for protecting you, and I'm sorry for loving you. I had no idea it was that painful.
I don't know what else to say excet that I am broken. I am a broken girl, because of you I am now a broken girl with no hopes of being put back together for a long time.
I really thought you loved us, I was such a fool.
~from a broken girl
March 2015 Zayn Malik left the band, May 2015 he abandoned our family for someone else.
**I probably won't be posting for a while, I need some time to think**


