Louis Tomlinson Is Going To Be A Dad!, Wait What?!?

Louis Tomlinson is going to be a dad; okay, not what I was excpecting to see when I googled him this morning. I honestly don't know what to say about this, I'm too shocked. I mean what can you say about this kind of thing? I always knew Louis would ONE DAY be a dad, but not so soon.

It's not that I don't Louis will be a good dad, but I just think he's too young to have a baby now. I'm sure he didn't plan for this to happen but this is why he protected-sex is a very important thing that can help prevent things like this. I just hope that understands the importance of this situation and that he decides to be an active part in this child's life. I'm not gonna lie, I am a little sad that he won't be as single as a pringle and ready to mingle and I'm sure tons of other fans are sad too, but we can't excpect that he would put us before his child; his baby comes first.

With that being said, I will also say congradulations Louis. I know you will be an amazing dad!

And I mean come on Louis looks so adorable when he's holding a baby. 

Summer Time!........Finally

Hey guys,
I know it's been a while, now that it's summer I've just been really busy. I have some big news, my book, The Inseparable Pair,  is getting published and I'm hoping to have it out by either October or at the latest December. So I'm just really excited and be sure to look for it on Lulu.com.

Have a great rest of your summer!!!!!!!  

Almost To 500!

I can't believe it but my story, The Inseparable Pair, has almost 500 reads on it. I only 7 more reads until 5 0 0, this is amazing! I would have never thought in a million years that my stories would be put out on the internet for the whole world to see, let alone be successful in doing so. Thank you to everyone who has been reading, you have no idea how much this means to me.

Thank you guys so much!

Zayn Malik I really Thought You Cared

**ATTENTION ALL DIRECTIONERS**

I guess it's really official, Zayn Malik cut himself off from us. This is my letter to Zayn, maybe now he will understand how hurt we are by what he has done.

Dear Zayn,
You have left us. You have left us with all of the tears we cried for our fallen Directioners, you left us with all of the tears we cried when you quit, you left us with all of the things we said to protect you from harsh words and rumors, you left us with broken and shattered hearts, you left us with a lie that you told over and over and over again; "I love you guys so much," but I think the one that hurts the most is the one you told the boys, "They are my brothers." You will never know how much this has not only hurt the four people you once called brothers. But the millions of fans that did so much for you, loved you, supported you, even killed themselves when you left; doesn't that mean something? When you first left the band I was suprised but I still supported you, I still defended you against people trying to hate on you.
It was only today that my friend sent me a picture of the dispute between Naughty Boy, Louis Tomlinson, and yourself. You have no idea how disappointed in you I am.

How could turn on us(the fans and the boys) after four years of nothing but love and support. How could you trade us in for someone you are just now starting to hang out with. I gave you four years of my life that I can never get back and you have shown me that those four years I gave to you don't matter to you as much as I thought they did. But hey it's not you're fault right, I mean it's my fault for being stupid enough to think we ment something to you and for loving you more than I love myself. I'm sorry, sorry for everything, I'm sorry for caring about you, I'm sorry for protecting you, and I'm sorry for loving you. I had no idea it was that painful.

I don't know what else to say excet that I am broken. I am a broken girl, because of you I am now a broken girl with no hopes of being put back together for a long time.

I really thought you loved us, I was such a fool.


~from a broken girl

March 2015 Zayn Malik left the band, May 2015 he abandoned our family for someone else.

**I probably won't be posting for a while, I need some time to think** 

Why Zayn?

So I'm going to start off by saying, right now I'm just finding out this information and I'm really upset so chances are I'm going to take this down when I calm down.

**ATTENTION ALL DIRECTIONERS**
Zayn Malik has officially cut himself off from us and the boys. I say this because he has unfollowed the boys on twitter. Now I don't know if that means that they aren't friends anymore or I'm just taking this the wrong way but to me this means he has officially disconnected himself from us. What ever happened to, "No nothing can come between you and I," I just want to know why Zayn Malik, were we(the fans and the boys) really that horrible, to the point that you want to delete us from your life and memory?
I just don't understand why, because even if you don't realize it, this affects the fans too.



Sorry for the rant I just needed to get that out

  I thought he would miss us too, but I guess not

Cameron Dallas, A Man Of Many Talents

So I'm pretty sure all of you have heard of Cameron Dallas and you all know that he has a movie and is VERY good at modeling, well brace yourself ladies because he has started a music career too. As if this boy couldn't have gotten any cuter he goes and records his own song. If you haven't heard it it's called, She Bad(https://youtu.be/PqCXyc2BO0w) This song proves that Cameron is definetly a man of many talents.Who knows what this boy will do next, I'm excited to find out what he does next.

New Rising Star

There's a new star coming into the spotlight, his name is Shawn Mendes. If you were a fan of MAGCON then you'll remember this starry-eyed cutie.16 year old Shawn Mendes has been rapidly making his way to the top. Personally I have been a fan since MAGCON and was so happy to hear when he got signed. Since then his fan army has only gotten bigger! His voice is amazing and if his voice can't melt your heart one look into this boy's eyes will. https://youtu.be/3RcMK0Djs18 < this link can take you to one of his videos :)

Having Some Technical Issues

Sorry that my posts have been far and few in between. We've been having some problems with our WiFi at my house. So I've been behind on everything; my blog, my books, and my school work. Thats a lot to catch up on. I think what is the most hard about it is that my french teacher is almost making it like it's my fault, like I was the reason why our WiFi doesn't work right. I mean honestly, if I could fix it myself I would. All I ask of her is that she show at least a little understanding, is that too much for me to ask of her; because heaven forbid she shows any emotion that could inconvenience her in any way. Like come on that kind of stuff isn't my fault so could she just get over it.

Zayn Malik, The Actor?

Zayn Malik might be in a movie, wait what? Rumors of the former 1D member's new career choice have become a hot topic on twitter. Popular gossip site Daily Mail, says Mailk has been talking to director Gurinder Chadha. Chadha saying that they have talked about a possible future in movies for Zayn. I know what all of you Directioners are thinking, "What happened to wanting to be a normal 22 year old?". I am still waiting for the whole normal 22 year old thing to kick in, listen I'm not trying to slam him for wanting to be an actor but how is being an actor supposed to help him become a normal person? Maybe I'm just going about this whole thing wrong, maybe if stop looking at this from a Directioner's point of view it might make sense? I guess I don't really need to make sense of this, being that's it's not my choice, or anyone besides for his. I don't know, It might just be because I'm still shaken' up about him leaving in the first place. Who knew being in a fandom could be so emotioally draining, ha.

My Book Has 458 Reads!!

I can't believe it my book, "The Inseparable Pair" has 458 reads! I honestly didn't think I would even get 5 reads, let alone 458. I'm so excited, I have been getting more followers, more votes, and(of course) more reads. I just don't even know what to say except, Thank you to all of my readers and followers! You have no idea how much this means to me. You guys are awsome and I just want to say Thank you. :)

I hope my book and continue to grow and I hope you all will continue to grow with me and my book. :)

It's Official 5 Seconds Of Summer Have The Best Fan Army, According To The iHeartRadio Music Awards

Australian band 5 Seconds Of Summer won the award for best fan army. I don't know about you guys but I'm a big fan of the 5SOS boys, and I am so proud of them. They are absolutly amazing in concert, the first time I saw them live was when I went to the One Direction concert for their "Where We Are" tour. These boys have some serious talent. Their fans are awsome too, and I'm not just saying that because I'm a fan, I'm saying because it's true. Their fans are so deicated to them and spend so much time supporting them; it's like a job. You know what I'm just going to say it, WE ARE ONE OF THE BEST FAN ARMIES OUT THERE!!, we aren't even an army we are a family. 

That's what I love about being in a fandom, when you enter a fandom you are basically being adopted into a new family. I must have a huge family then, because I have like 4 major fandoms that I'm in.  

I'm so proud of the 5 Seconds of summer boys and can't wait to hear about what they will accopmlish next! :)

Zayn Is Going Solo?

I don't know if any of you have heard but I have heard that former One Direction member, Zayn Malik, has apparently gone solo. As soon as I googled his name tons of stories about his new solo single getting released covered my google search page. I honestly don't know what to say. I can only imagine how the rest of the band feels, they still leave a space for him while they sing during their concerts. I love Zayn, I really do but I feel betrayed. It has only been 7 days, it's like a slap in the face. I'm not saying that I'm not happy for him, but the whole reason that he says is why he quit One Drection is because of stress and that he wanted to live a normal life. Now I might be wrong but him starting a new solo career won't help him have a normal life. I don't maybe I'm just over-reacting, maybe I'm not I just want to know how to feel about this whole thing.

Latest News In The 1D World

If you haven't heard by now,(if you haven't then you must live under a rock) Zayn Malik has left One Direction.
Part of me whats to be upset that he would just leave us with one tweet from mangement telling us one of our beloved One Direction boys is leaving, but then there's another part of me that knows this was coming. I say that because in the past year,(if you are as big fo a directioner as me you probably noticed this too) I have noticed that the amount of hateful and judgementful comments towards the boys has grown. Because of that I noticed a decrease in tweets and pictures being posted on instagram from the boys' accounts.

I don't think that there is anything we, as fans, could have done to stop him from leaving, because that amount of stress that they deal withis far more then any one of us could ever handle. With that being said, this is a perfect example of showing that they are only human. Just like everyone else they can only take so much before they reach their breaking point and Zayn just simply reached that breaking point. Right now instead of getting upset that one of our boys left, we should be remembering every amaZAYN thing that we acomplished with boys over the four/five years. It's the only way to get through it as a fandom family. 

I wish the best of luck to Zayn Malik and Perrie Edwards as they start a new life together. I'll always be a 1D fan no matter how old I get.

So if you haven't seen the covers of my books, this is what they look like. I have been updating but it's been a little slow. I'm in the middle of  writing a new chapter for "The Inseparable Pair" right now.

Hey sorry i'm posting so late, but I just finished uploading the first 3 chapters of my book at www.wattpad.com. Enjoy. :)

hey guys if you go on www.wattpad.com you can start reading my new book. I will try to update you on new characters, chapters, and more as often as I can, so please don't get upset if there isn't a new update everyday. thanks :)