Tuesday, August 23, 2016

So, I guess I've been gone for a while.......Opps?

Hey guys,
So we have a lot to talk about but simply not enough time in the world to talk about it first , I think we should pick up where we left and that was with Louis and who now is little Freddie!
In the picture above you can see Louis and his adorable little baby Freddie, I mean look at then, you can not tell me that you don't think this is absolutely adorable!

Now that we are all on the same page here, I can share with you how this year went. So this whole thing starts with last summer, where I last spoke with you all. I was at a fair with my mom and little sister, I remember wanting to ride every ride there. I hadn't had a Seizure since I was five years old, so it didn't really occur to me that it would be a bad thing. I get on the ride and it starts to move, not very fast but fast to get a little breeze going; I started to feel what my family and I called my Ora. I get this feeling before every Seizure I have and at first I didn't really know what it was because it like I hadn't had one for about eleven years. Soon though my whole body stiffened up and it was like I was paralyzed, my teeth were gritted together and my knuckles were white from clenching onto the safety railing, and shaking. I was the only one on the ride(we had gotten there a little before they opened so we were the first ones in) and the man who was running the ride didn't notice what was going on, in his defense though I couldn't yell for help so he wouldn't have been able to know that I was having a Seizure on the ride. Me being the irresponsible person I am decided to ride all of the other rides before telling my mom and then later that night I had another one. this whole year I've been dealing with having to readjust my life to having the Seizures and going to doctors appointments and taking more medication, and school wise since they would call 911 every time I had one, you can pretty much guess that I missed lots of school but everything has ben worked out thank god.
It was a wonder I passed.
Anyway, I've been having an amazing summer throughout the year a semi-well known youTuber, Paul Zimmer, has been like stalking me on my fan account on Instagram and another youTuber, Jackson Krecioch has followed my main Instagram account. 
This is Jackson Krecioch 
This is Paul Zimmer

My baby cousin was born and turned 17. 
On Wattpad I have started to write a new story that is a little different from want I'm used to writing but I hope you guys take a chance and read it, it might surprise you guys. (Here's the link for my new story https://www.wattpad.com/story/82415342-badly-mistaken)          
This summer has been so busy, lots of parties, festivals, and family time, but I loved every bit of it. I'm sad there is only two weeks of summer left.
I hope you all had a nice summer! 
And sorry for being gone so long it's been a long year.

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

Louis Tomlinson Is Going To Be A Dad!, Wait What?!?

Louis Tomlinson is going to be a dad; okay, not what I was excpecting to see when I googled him this morning. I honestly don't know what to say about this, I'm too shocked. I mean what can you say about this kind of thing? I always knew Louis would ONE DAY be a dad, but not so soon.

It's not that I don't Louis will be a good dad, but I just think he's too young to have a baby now. I'm sure he didn't plan for this to happen but this is why he protected-sex is a very important thing that can help prevent things like this. I just hope that understands the importance of this situation and that he decides to be an active part in this child's life. I'm not gonna lie, I am a little sad that he won't be as single as a pringle and ready to mingle and I'm sure tons of other fans are sad too, but we can't excpect that he would put us before his child; his baby comes first.

With that being said, I will also say congradulations Louis. I know you will be an amazing dad!
And I mean come on Louis looks so adorable when he's holding a baby. 

Tuesday, July 14, 2015

Summer Time!........Finally

Hey guys,
I know it's been a while, now that it's summer I've just been really busy. I have some big news, my book, The Inseparable Pair,  is getting published and I'm hoping to have it out by either October or at the latest December. So I'm just really excited and be sure to look for it on Lulu.com.

Have a great rest of your summer!!!!!!!  

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Almost To 500!

I can't believe it but my story, The Inseparable Pair, has almost 500 reads on it. I only 7 more reads until 5 0 0, this is amazing! I would have never thought in a million years that my stories would be put out on the internet for the whole world to see, let alone be successful in doing so. Thank you to everyone who has been reading, you have no idea how much this means to me.
Thank you guys so much!

Thursday, May 7, 2015

Zayn Malik I really Thought You Cared

**ATTENTION ALL DIRECTIONERS**
I guess it's really official, Zayn Malik cut himself off from us. This is my letter to Zayn, maybe now he will understand how hurt we are by what he has done.

Dear Zayn,
You have left us. You have left us with all of the tears we cried for our fallen Directioners, you left us with all of the tears we cried when you quit, you left us with all of the things we said to protect you from harsh words and rumors, you left us with broken and shattered hearts, you left us with a lie that you told over and over and over again; "I love you guys so much," but I think the one that hurts the most is the one you told the boys, "They are my brothers." You will never know how much this has not only hurt the four people you once called brothers. But the millions of fans that did so much for you, loved you, supported you, even killed themselves when you left; doesn't that mean something? When you first left the band I was suprised but I still supported you, I still defended you against people trying to hate on you.
It was only today that my friend sent me a picture of the dispute between Naughty Boy, Louis Tomlinson, and yourself. You have no idea how disappointed in you I am.
How could turn on us(the fans and the boys) after four years of nothing but love and support. How could you trade us in for someone you are just now starting to hang out with. I gave you four years of my life that I can never get back and you have shown me that those four years I gave to you don't matter to you as much as I thought they did. But hey it's not you're fault right, I mean it's my fault for being stupid enough to think we ment something to you and for loving you more than I love myself. I'm sorry, sorry for everything, I'm sorry for caring about you, I'm sorry for protecting you, and I'm sorry for loving you. I had no idea it was that painful.

I don't know what else to say excet that I am broken. I am a broken girl, because of you I am now a broken girl with no hopes of being put back together for a long time.

I really thought you loved us, I was such a fool.


~from a broken girl

March 2015 Zayn Malik left the band, May 2015 he abandoned our family for someone else.

**I probably won't be posting for a while, I need some time to think** 

Wednesday, May 6, 2015

Why Zayn?

So I'm going to start off by saying, right now I'm just finding out this information and I'm really upset so chances are I'm going to take this down when I calm down.

**ATTENTION ALL DIRECTIONERS**
Zayn Malik has officially cut himself off from us and the boys. I say this because he has unfollowed the boys on twitter. Now I don't know if that means that they aren't friends anymore or I'm just taking this the wrong way but to me this means he has officially disconnected himself from us. What ever happened to, "No nothing can come between you and I," I just want to know why Zayn Malik, were we(the fans and the boys) really that horrible, to the point that you want to delete us from your life and memory?
I just don't understand why, because even if you don't realize it, this affects the fans too.



Sorry for the rant I just needed to get that out
  I thought he would miss us too, but I guess not

Tuesday, May 5, 2015

Cameron Dallas, A Man Of Many Talents

So I'm pretty sure all of you have heard of Cameron Dallas and you all know that he has a movie and is VERY good at modeling, well brace yourself ladies because he has started a music career too. As if this boy couldn't have gotten any cuter he goes and records his own song. If you haven't heard it it's called, She Bad(https://youtu.be/PqCXyc2BO0w) This song proves that Cameron is definetly a man of many talents.Who knows what this boy will do next, I'm excited to find out what he does next.